This is the story of a boy growing up in a religious commune, his struggle with the beliefs imposed on him, and his journey from a place of fear of God, Satan, and evil spirits to adulthood and freedom from those fears. Jeff Howard writes of his true-life experiences working on a communal farm and tells of the indoctrination of The Move and the power it had over the development of his young mind. He goes on to relive his struggle with fitting into normal American society after being expelled from the cult and explains how some difficult life experiences, contemplation, and a belated college education changed the world view that was impressed upon him in childhood. This is a true story of realization and triumph. It is the story of a journey from the fear of God to freedom and the knowledge of this man’s place in the universe.